W.A.L.L
Over the year, everyone built up characteristics on themselves, intentionally or unintentionally.
Whether is true or not, I found I have built an unbreakable, invisible wall around me.
A wall that no one can break in;
A wall that make people walk away or just pass by me
This is what been told by a junior from high school who had talk to me after long time she knew me.
Realize about it, I had actually break it down, but yet still, I found I hard to be reached
Looking at some circles I had mixed with for sometime,
Realize most time I am out of the circles
And later,
I found actually non of the circle I am in
I just pass by for everyone, and eventually I am leaving,
Or being leave
Or even, my attendance become a question mark for people
Well, is ok.
Leave me alone, I will be fine.
I can find my way to entertain myself, with other stuff
Though,
The feel of ignorance doesn’t that good
But yet,
I shall be responsible for it
The consequences of the “wall”
Good night world
12.01.2012
If you really look at the date, you will find some special on it..
Well, is just a date anyhow.. Whatever it is, we still pass it as usual
Today is a date that I had make few decision after realize certain stuff
I might stay here for the 3 weeks break, just for my F.Y.P.
Found myself lost with it when I preparing slide for my Part 1 presentation.
A feel of choosing a wrongly topic, or even course had cross over my mind..
Why this come to me? It’s towards the end of uni life
I doubt, if I am given a chance again, would I have another choices to be choose.
Most likely, no~
Well, Just go on with it..
Just another few months to go to finish it..
Just stay tough and strong for it~ A reminder for myself..
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I talk to mum over the phone regarding my decision to stay back for that 3 weeks break. I can sense the sound of sadness in her.
Yea, it been 5th years I away from home, and most time I got a reason not to back home. This time is worst. I bought a ticket, yet I not going back..
I watch the “生肖运辰” for the year 2012. Something good for me, and some reminder for me as well
财星拱照，眉心蛇舞；努力之余，多陪家人
I should take some time for family.. Yea, i should..
You may watch this for your reference..
Nice day and good luck
CNY Oranges
I guess you familiar with this..
Yes, is Oranges, CNY oranges or being referred as Mandarin Oranges.
Recently, I get addicted with it~
First box I bought with RM12.88 from Jusco… Finished in a week time
It’s M size, not so big, and not so sweet..
Yesterday, I saw another nice deal at Giant.
RM10.88, L size, sweeter..
Good for health, rather than spend on chips and junk food.
Wonder when I gonna finish it..
Feel free to drop by my room, if you want some. 
ARh… CNY mood getting more and more.. But yet FYP spoiling my mood…
Hope I can come out something on tomorrow, for my FYP…
Nice day.
Men don’t want sex
Yes, it’s true. Men don’t just want sex all the time, sometimes we just want to enjoy the company of a lady. I thought I’d do some research to see what women think men want. I put up a status on Facebook “What do you think men want from a relationship?” and I got over 28 responses from the ladies. Guess what they all said…. SEX.
I believe when women think that is all we want from them, that is all they get from the relationship. I was intrigued by the responses I received and I decided to have a chat with a few guys. I found out that we men want more than sex in a relationship. These are what men want from a relationship and I think we should call it the men’s list.
The main thing guys want in a relationship is a woman with brains, someone to stimulate our thought process, someone to make us analyse our decisions. We are attracted to a smart woman. When a woman can hold a conversation on different subjects, it’s really attractive and we want to spend more time with them. We guys have a saying which goes “the smarter the woman, the more likely she can manage a home”. The only problem is women like this are hard to find these days, especially when most girls seem to spend their time trying to be the perfect Barbie look alike.
The next thing we want from a relationship is someone who is affectionate. You have to know how to use kind, nice and sweet words. We men like a polite woman. You also have to be gentle, compose yourself in public and be polite. If you try this with your man and it doesn’t work, maybe you are with the wrong guy.
Appearance does matter a lot to guys. You don’t have to be a super model, but we love and appreciate a woman who puts in effort to look good. We are not saying wear the most expensive things, but just look neat and clean.
Men love a woman with a good sense of humour, someone who can take the stresses of life away with her charm and personality. Men love banter and a woman who can understand the male sense of humour will get a big thumbs up!
Being down to earth is also a big plus. Don’t pretend to be Rihanna, Gaga or Beyonce because you are not and you will never be. Just be yourself, let your personality shine and trust me you have nothing to worry about.
Be confident! Speak your mind and let the man know what you want. If you don’t speak we won’t know how to behave or the things that you like. Remember, we men do not know how to read minds – if we could we would all be billionaires.
So if things haven’t worked out with a guy, it wasn’t because he just wanted you for sex, it was probably because a few things were lacking from the men’s list.
Yes, men don’t want sex in a woman they love. Or put it in extreme way, if man wan S.E.X from a relationship, i think most man will either go on prostitute or O.N.S, rather than go and date a girl, spend time with, just for that.
In other words, if a man ask sex from you, it some how mean that he doesn’t want the relationship to be last long. Just want to have a instant cup mee to fill the stomach. Beware of this kind of man.
Same goes, if a man never ask for it, don’t make your mind think that he having difficulty or you not attracted to him. He may just simply love you.
Peace, no offence.
MMU Career Fair 2012
今天，是我校赛城多大的Career Fair，也就是工作展类似的活动~
同一个时间，也有Korean Fair，韩国展~
说说Career Fair好了～一个被公认为本校最大型的活动～
它给我的感觉，和往年没多大分别～
还是那么多的布条宣传道具
还是那么多的免费礼物任拿
还是那么多的赞助商送钱来
还是那么多的筹工委在卖命
也
还是那么少出席开幕的观众
还是那么少真正工作的工委
还是那么少真正找工的学生
还是那么少的工程系的公司
我不怪主办当局，不怪进来的公司
只怪我校学生的心态
自我中心、贪小便宜、好吃懒做、唯利是图
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好啦，不发牢骚了
说说我今天的“际遇”吧～
照片是在抽奖时拍的，可见人山人海
可是我不见得这个人朝会出现在开幕典礼（我错过了开幕）
你有什么话要说？
期间，会场有在重复的播放筹委的照片名字～
我后边的几个学生一直在讨论～
这个是OC，这个不是。。这个是。。这个不是～
多数是OC哦～OC都很active～
我想和他们说～你看到的这些人，其实就是我们学校里一直跑活动的人～来来去去，都会是这些人的～因为，你也没来参加过活动，哪会有其他人呢？
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走了这两个活动，看着那些筹工委~
两个感觉油然而生~
1）不能不感觉自己老了~不再有当年那个活力去搞搞暂了~没有趋向前去询问的勇气、也没有要小便宜的贪心了
2）感觉自己比其他同学懒惰～看到很多筹委，其实在我当年“打拼天下”的时候都在江湖了～而在我“引退”了将近一年了，他们还带领着一个团队在拼、永不言倦～看看自己一路走来，其实并没什么值得炫耀的，感觉～他们棒很多！
当然，我的成绩也比不上他们～
New Year of 2012
Yes, it just past.
I not sure what you had over the few days break
But I had a great time with her and her family.
Some how if you remember
I did Share a quote in FB before
After few years of closing myself
I had attended the interview for this full time job
I don’t get the result for the interview yet
But I do confident with myself
Wish me luck
Happy New Year to all once again.
Ps: It’s too much to be wrong, to be write about. But some how is hard for me to do so.. as I am lazy and got lot of other works to do
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